Let Me Keep This Memory, Just This One...

Clementine: "Joely, what if you stay this time?"

Joel: "I walked out the door. There's no memory left."

Clementine: "Come back and make up a goodbye at least.

Let's pretend we had one...

Goodbye, Joel"

Taken from the Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.

"And everyone says

I'm crazy.

And everyone says

I'm a fool."

Rachael Yamagata, Meet Me By The Water.

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.

Pardon me, but i'm currently having the biggest writer's block ever...

Source: Models.com by Betty Tze

"In a matter of time,

it would slip from my mind.

In and out of my life,

you would slip through my mind."

Beach House, Walk In The Park.

I Want To Hear You Coo..

Lately, i've been listening to this song on repeat until i fell asleep. Secretly wishing i would have a psychedelic dream where i would melt onto the earth, swimming from wall to wall, stalking the person that i love so obsessively..

Bottom line, i just get the kind of energy, a jubilation, inspiration where i feel like i could write a thousand poems and never get tired of it.

R.I.P McQueen..

Too much... Too soon...

"You're asleep.

I'm screaming,

shoving you to try to wake you up."

The Antlers, Epilogue.

I Bet It's Chilly Over There

Could Never Be?

Only God knows

when will the healing start.

At the meantime,

It continues to wrench apart.

You left with no

physical souvenirs to keep.

Only solitary nights

for me to babysit.

The Lord does not belong

to this equation.

But, when blood is involved,

i got to raise the question.

Each day, there is bigger shell to fill.

Soon, the only option left is to sink.

Somewhere outside the window,

an owl is curious to know.

Trying to catch a glimpse

of our history.

Then flew away to tell of

it's glory.

Without revealing to lovers

the rest of our tragedy.

Julius Kensan

( Sentimental Freak )

Wake Up Call, Diet Food and Laxative all rolled into One.

Anyone of you, like me, has problem getting up in the morning? Like you woke up and refused to get up from your cozy bed while sniffing the faint smell of shampoo on the pillow... Okay, that was me like a year ago.

Ever since i decided to stock Yogurt regularly in my fridge all things changed!

I will have a few spoons of Yogurt the night before if i have to get up early the next day, because in the morning, my stomach will hurt so bad that i won't even have the chance to snooze or smell my pillow.

I'll just have to rush to the toilet and lift the toilet cover and 'do my business'.

I first started taking Yogurt because i was feeling a little guilty of eating so much 'sinful' food and thought i needed something healthy to counter it. Turns out, i got so much more than i bargain for.

Get the large tub of Yogurt instead of the small cups one because its so much more cheaper. I usually go for the Strawberry flavor, others just taste weird.

Just don't gulf it all in one night. I know it taste good and all, but just don't.

Unless you want to skip the waking up part and 'do your business' on bed.

"What's easy in the night,

is always such a bite

in the morning light.

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha."

Ida Maria, Morning Light.

A Way To Start The Day

These days, i felt so unmotivated and dusty like an old shelf. Seems like the adrenaline that i'm injecting myself with is not enough. I've been getting weird emotions lately and its surging inside me like some weird, psychotic songs.

I seriously don't know what to do with this energy where the thoughts involved ran along the line of pushing someone i dislike down the stairs.

But i reckoned too much things going on during day would not be good for my dreams in the night. Two days ago, i dreamed that i fell on the road because of 'something' and cried as if i'm the source of Niagra Falls.

Ph: Hedi Slimane

I seriously can't wait for Chinese New Year. I need to feel safe again and i only get that when i'm with my family.

"And when it lands,

will my eyes be closed

or open?"

Bjork, Hyper Ballad.