On The Way To School.

Color Blocks

"I will never be,

 i will never be tall, no.

 And i will never be,

 i will never be sure, of it all."

 Lenka, Anything I'm Not

On My Way Home

Maid and The Boy

Sunny day's Umbrellas

"I'm glad you came around today.

 I sure need a good companion.

 I'm losing it but you're the same.

 Without you, i move at random."

 The Cardigans, Higher.

Bad Dream

Time seem to pass by so slowly.

I'm dreading each day, afraid that i have too much time to think. Brooding on stuffs that don't really matter to me at all.

I think the reality of the day has began to sieve into my dreams. It made me dreamt of stuffs that are so surreal yet so realistic.

I don't mind having dreams in my sleep. In fact, i love it... but these days my dreams demand a lot from me, from my mind, my emotions.

Like how i dreamt that my grandpa was struck with disease so horrible that made me can't even bear to raise my eyes to look at him. Daion told me i need to tell someone about mishaps that i dreamt in order to reverse the effects.

I guess i need to break free from all of these superstitions. I fear because i doubt and i doubt 'cause i don't believe in myself. 

Oh God~ Please protect all of my loved ones, i pray. Amen.

By Hedi Slimane

"I wake up, its a bad dream.

 No one on my side.

 I was fighting but i just feel too tired,

 to be fighting.

 Guess i'm not the fighting kind."

 Keane, Bad Dream.

The Birthday

Last Friday, i headed to East Coast Park for Donna's birthday chalet.

Thank God, it didn't rain. If not it will be cancelled and it can't happened that way 'cause i needed to eat.

Happy (Its belated now) Birthday Don! =)

Thank you Ms Chef, for cooking most of the time, haha but i do help with most of the stuffs too okay. =p

I just realised there's no Donna here... Wait, i think she was off to buy drink with Charmaine.

Ms Bimbo of the night, Miffra didn't know there is this funny 'thing' on her head.

Haha, but you look so ridiculously funny cute.

 

Of course, the night wouldn't be complete without me hogging one of the limelights ;)

"And if you think

 i looked mad today.

 You should have

 seen me yesterday."

 The Sounds, Hope You're Happy Now.

Human

Human are weird. Unfathomable. Unpredictable.

We're the same and yet the most pain inflicted are from human, ourselves. That particular kind of pain where its inflicted internally with no wounds to identify with at all. The most amazing thing is, it comes effortlessly from our tongues.

So sometimes its no wonder that we like each other so much better when we just shut our mouths up.

I really wish i could just shift the blame to everyone else, instead i try my best to recognise my part.

I guess i'm just too tired. This morning i dreamt that a certain spirit collided with me. Its like we're traveling towards each other so fast that we crashed eventually. When i opened my eyes, my vision was blur, i saw pixels. I was paralysed and all i could remember is that i mouthed the words 'I cast you out" before falling back to sleep again.

Yea, i'm really tired. Let me sleep for a while more.

To all the people i've hurt.

To all the people i've hurt..

By Hedi Slimane

"Hearts break, hearts mend.

 Love still hurts.

 Visions clash, planes crash.

 Still there's talk of."

Sarah MacLachlan, World On Fire

Mail Read

Geography

As long as there are

you and me,

Distance is just

a mere geography.

Hold that guilt.

For what happened

was uncalled for.

You needn't pay at all.

You're a binding spell

i cast upon myself

over and over,

willingly.

You can't hurt me

with your good intentions.

Just one smile,

i'll give the most attentions.

Julius Kensan

( Sentimental Freak )

"Its not about geography

 or happenstance.

 You need to fly

 and take a chance."

 Rachael Yamagata, Sunday Afternoon

Unconditionally and Irrevocably

  Absolutely Positive

Time is ticking.

My heart is beating.

The strike of the midnight

where you're whispering through.

A sexual being,

waiting to be tamed.

Miles away,

fighting the urge to tempt.

Your steely brown gaze

locking me to place.

The romantic kind,

unfailing smile.

Hope seems real.

 Months to be count.

I'm rushing forward

into the waiting arms.

Julius Kensan

( Sentimental Freak )

  Anyway, I'll blog less until April after my semester ended. So to all my faithful readers, you guys can check up my blog just once in a week =)

"I can hear your heartbeat,

 where i lay my head.

 'cause you got me.

 Yea, you got me."

 She and Him, Got Me