Ever have a sleepless night where tossing and turning just cause your mind to burn out?
The time where you lied awake with your eyes wide open and stared straight onto the ceiling. Somehow you felt as if something's going to materialise from the air and dropped right onto your face and knocked you out.
Or you felt as if you're going to sink right through your bed and fell into a bottomless pit while hoping it doesn't end up in hell.
Sometimes, i wish sleeping wouldn't be so difficult because sleepless nights left you thinking about unnecessary stuffs then it starts to worry you and carved itself in your mind.
Sleeping should be more easy, like a switch, like a command. Or better, sleepless nights should be fun too. It shouldn't be so depressing, it shouldn't make me stand in front of the mirror in the middle of the night and stare into all sorts of blank spaces.
In the end, i'll still end up lying down trying to dream of a better tomorrow.
Ph: Hedi Slimane
"I can let it out.
I still let you in.
I can let it out.
I still let you in."
The XX, Basic Space.