Nobody's lost but nobody wins.

I just want to run away. To run really fast, zipping past lamp posts and people.

It doesn't matter where i'm heading to or when to stop. Just run.

Hopefully to a point where fears can't catch up with me, where i don't have to worry about what future will bring.

Until i start to breath heavily, until my shoes are coming off, until i collapsed violently on the ground with multiple bruises. Just lie there with my eyes wide open until unconsciousness is the next thing that i know.

Then when i wake up, i'll be surrounded by people in white uniforms bandaging my wounds, telling me i'm in hospital while mildly taking a dig at me for being insensible.

I'll be looking forward to who'll be visiting me... All those friends and relatives that i've not seen for a long time and most importantly my family. Hopefully all my loved ones.

In the end, i'll be glad 'cause i'm able to see all of my loved ones again.

But, maybe you guys might dismiss me of sprouting nonsense. Then again, tonight is a sleepless night.

"Fill these spaces with days.

In my room, you can go, you can stay.

I can't sleep.

I can't speak to you."

Azure Ray, Sleep.

Just Give Me Some Kind Of Sign

I went to see a doctor yesterday. I suspect that it was the H1N1 flu but the doctor said its just a minor viral infection. I'm like, 'Why Not?'

He then proceed to prescribe me with three different kind of medicine which claimed that 'it may cause drowsiness'. Funny, it should have knocked me up by now, instead i'm eating a tub of yoghurt while watching those f*** up kids on Skins.

Trying my best to fill up the void in my heart.

Ph: Hedi Slimane

Hey Mr. Slimane, please pardon me from using your works all the time. The truth is, i really like it, so... peace =)

"Now i've travelled acrossed the ocean.

 With the same shoes just longer hair.

 Still carry that picture in my wallet,

 from the photo booth, yea its still there."

 Azure Ray, Across The Ocean.